The last night
I do recall
Those twisted smiles
And heartfelt words
Those lost words of the past
Voices screaming in my head
Shouting louder than ever before
Those looks of hatred
Freezing in fear
My hands went clammy
My heart skipped a beat
I wanted to run, to hide
To get away
Never before had I seen a person change
So suddenly gone
Gone the good man you used to be
Gone was the warm laugh and endearing looks
A person so cruel and full of hatred
Replaced the kind man that used to love
You took my soul that was yet untouched
Replaced it with something twisted and warped
You changed me into a person of hate
And then you left me
All numb inside
With harsh words and false accusations
Swirling round in my head
Revenge on mind
Determination and drive
That hatred you taught me
I wanted revenge
I wanted to feel again
Mostly to rage
To hurt you
You couldn't just leave me
All alone
I knew what had to be done
And pressed the blade further
Twisting it round
Penetrating my heart
A gasp and a last gulp of air
Is all I left in my world
My world of despair
