Take me back (about Family)

My heart is breaking
Before the storm has come
And I find myself thinking
What is left to be done

Can I find my way home
Have I cut all my ties
Is it to late for me
To fix the damage of my lies

Will my family forgive me
Take me back into their arms
Can I make them believe in me
Without my lies and broken charms

Will the real me be enough
Without the make up and the style
Will my greying offend them
Or has it been to long a while

Will the true self of me
Be enough to shine
Without any glitter
Without the drugged up highs