You probly never noticed

You probably never noticed
How i really did feel
If you did you would of tried to help me heal
You probably never noticed
How i was always sad
If you did, you would of figured out ways to make me glad
You probably never noticed
How i spoke so easily of dying
If you did you would of told me to stop and be crying
You probably never noticed
The marks upon my arm
if you did you would of been alarmed
You probably never noticed
How i became sicker each day
if you did you wouldn't have let me get that way
You probably never noticed
Until the day i died
if you would of noticed earlier I'd still be alive