What i meant by goodbye was i needed time to think. When i said i Hated you it came to me as a disbelief. When i left you alone a shock of relief Hit my heart to i couldnt breath. Your love was my drug but it didnt supply much. When we sat and converse over lunch. The conversation leads to The end. Where are friendship once began. I love you So you say, but what if you left me here today? Would i cry for you? Will my fear reveal the truth? Am i the cause of your hate. Was a dream or my worst misstake. Im sorry i lied about the void in my heart. But without you there is no start. I cant avoid the way you make me feel. And without a doubt that is a big deal. I try to explain everything i go through but the more i try the less i have to live for. I plan a head. So you can stay instead of leaving me alone. To watch this empty throne. When it rained yesterday there was nothing eles i had to say. Alot crossed my mind but it was only minuets of time befor you wouldve been gone. My broken friendship
