In the midst of the night,
of my dreams,
of this F-ed up world,
I wander aimlessly.
relentlessly...
For an explanation;
Any half felt consolation.
For why my world crumbled;
For all those lost years;
For my journey through that barren nothingness.
In the midst of the night...
The Pain...
Having been in remission all day....
Having stocked my soul and heart like a hungry vulture,
Pounces with a fierceness that catapults me off the edge.
I find myself falling.....
FAALLLING...
FAAAAAAALLLING...
FAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLING...
Into the nothingness called despair.
