Never did I think you would ever leave my side,
I have been so lost, been losing my mind.
Tears keep flowing they have not stopped,
The day you let me go my heart suddenly dropped.
Just what went wrong I need answers for myself?
I need you in my life I do not want anyone else.
I am lost and confused my heart is broken,
I have not been the same no words have been spoken.
You said you would always love me,
Told me you would always be there.
I have been searching for you,
Yet I can not find you anywhere.
Just come back to me,
I need my soul mate.
You are everything to me,
Something I can not replace.
You need to know I love you,
You are someone I can not live without.
Is there something you need to tell me?
Something I need to know about?
Is there someone else?
Did you find someone new?
Just be honest with me,
I will find out the truth.
There is so much pain inside of me,
You are playing games with my heart.
I am trying to pretend I am happy,
But I am slowly falling apart.
There is only so much I can take,
This feeling I can no longer bare.
I am trying to stay strong,
But it is hard because I care.
I can not just drop everything,
And pretend I am okay.
I have been wishing you would call,
There is so much I could say.
Words that need to get off my chest,
Just so you know how I feel.
To let you know I am hurting,
How these feelings are real.
You left without a warning,
Not even a sign.
Left me with nothing,
Not even a goodbye.
I still smell your scent on your pillow,
When I am lying down in bed.
I miss us cuddling together,
The nights are what I dread.
Everywhere I walk is a memory of you,
All the pictures of us I still haven't put away.
Because I am still thinking positive,
Hoping you will show up one day.
I hope you know I love you,
And I miss you more then ever.
The more you come into my mind,
I miss us being together.
