Is it worth it?

Is it worth it
To feel this way
To be consumed by hate

Is it worth it
To hold the pain inside
Let no one see the tears I cry
To live behing a fake smile
And let everyone think I'm alright

I live in sorrow
And sometimes hope there's no tomorrow
But there always is
So I continue to live in emptyness

I'm gone so far
All alone
Its dark and cold
This place is now my home

Is it worth it
To continue this life
To continue wearing this fake smile

To pretend that everything is alright?