I'm not exactly pissed off
That you left me when I needed
You the most
But you turned out to be
What you promised you'd never be
And as I watch the water
From beyond the coast
I think of the times I loved you
And, yes, I still feel it now
I was the queen of my own heart
But you knocked off my crown
You are irrefutably, unintentionally
Regrettably, but unforgettably
The owner of my disoriented heart
I caught myself lessening my control
But I didn't do a thing to stop it
I was clearly captivated
By the fire festering within me
I tried but couldn't block it
Slowly disintegrating is my self-trust
Cause I confided in myself
Not to break under your spell
With your smoked screen mirrors
Hiding deep in your deadly plan
I let you destroy my power
Even though, your intention, I could tell
You are undeniably, accidentally
Regrettably, but unforgettably
The owner of my disoriented heart
My heart is misplaced
Loving you was my mistake
You've let go but I keep holding on
