Well I don't want this,
I don't need this,
but I have got this,
can't get it out,
don't wanna feel this,
it's just so real, it's,
so frightening still, yes,
filled me with doubt,
I tried to run but,
I tripped and fell,
I tried to hide but,
it knows me too well,
it's right inside me,
the voice won't hush,
you're not beside me,
but I feel your clutch,
Awake in cold sweats,
this bitter cold gets,
all of my focus,
nightmares 'til dawn,
and when I wake up,
I feel this shake up,
my heart just breaks up,
what'd I do wrong,
I tried to run but,
I tripped and fell,
I tried to hide but,
it knows me too well,
it's right inside me,
the voice won't hush,
you're not beside me,
but I feel your clutch,
Though you still haunt me,
in my fears taunt me,
the fight you've won, the,
war rages on,
someday I swear,
I will not care,
I've had my share,
I will be strong,
I tried to run but,
I tripped and fell,
I tried to hide but,
it knows me too well,
it's right inside me,
the voice won't hush,
you're not beside me,
but I feel your clutch,
Your grip is fading,
the day I'm facing,
no more charading,
I'm feeling fine,
'cause I have my friends,
who love 'til the end,
I won't pretend,
I will shine,
I no longer run now,
I will not fall down,
'cause I have found,
a new hope,
it's right inside me,
a voice not quieting,
with those beside me,
I'm letting go...
