Second Thoughts

Old memories resurface,
As I stare at the photo,
Bitter sadness runs through me,
Shock and disappointment make an appearance,
As I stare at the photo.

Disgust, jealousy, anger,
All tug at me as I see you,
My first love,
Embracing a girl I do not know.

I thought I had been over you,
I had been so sure,
But seeing you,
Again in a really long time,
Has me thinking...
Had I been kidding myself?

You look so happy
She looks even happier in your arms...

I stand there,
Unable to take my eyes off of the picture,
Wishing it could be me in your arms,
And feeling happy just like that girl.