Suffocating in my chest
Why can't i breathe
Why cant i live
The way it used to be
the things i used to see
Afraid of my own shadow
hiding in the dark
this feeling in my heart
just too much to deal
when will i know the difference
between what's fake and what's real
Every pulse in my body aches
Forgetting the taste
Of my own sanity, my own embrace
the happiness escapes
Escapes from my soul
losing every feeling of being whole
the pain it lingers
last hope slipping through my fingers
I am not awake
without your breath i shake
save me from the nightmare of black
the feel of you i lack
