Darkness around makes me weak,
inside heart feels like has shrink,
lost in the jungle of pains,
enigma of me being insane.
marinated in pond of guilt
macerated with stressful fluid
audacity i show is unreal
anger for myself for being this
trapped in aquarium like a fish
praise you do makes me fear,
unmitigated, afraid of nightmare
zenith of success was my thirst
zeal in my life has lost
luck & fate ,they hinder
exhausted so God! I surrender
sad but true its real....