Let's Die Together

I was waiting inside the hotel for my bestfriend
We were supposed to attend a party with her boyfirend
But then i saw her running eyes all red
Up on the stair she climbed up ahead

I was wondering why is she alone
When she said she'll be coming with her boyfriend on the phone
As i watch her run upstairs i started to think ...
What will she do up there? will she ...

But then i said to myself
No she wont, she'll never do such thing
Bu what if im right?
As i look at her once again she was out of sight

With a blink of an eye i didnt notice me running so fast
I was chasing her i have so many things i wanted to ask
" She can't die " i cried
She don't even know the truth of how i feel

While chasing after her my eyes was filled with tears
And my heart was beating so fast, it was filled with fear

Fear of loosing my bestfriend
Fear of loosing my one true love
Fear of my hearts message im scared to send
Fear of her leaving me, going up above

I have to tell her so i wont regret
I have to tell her so she won't forget
That even-though everybody leaves her
I'll always stay, for her i'll always care

As i reached the highest floor
I cached my breath and opened the door
I saw her standing on the edge
She was about to jump with her eyes closed

I yelled "stop Meg"
Then i started to beg
She opened her eyes and looked at me
I saw her eager to die but i plea

" Dont stop me " she said
" I'm tired of life and crying in bed
Why is life so cruel to me?
To stop the pain, crying at night, pretending im fine?
The solution, this is all i can see

I want to thank you for staying by my side
For always being there every-time i cry
For giving me strength to go on with my life
Because of you i can see something is not a lie

But i cant take this anymore
I'm happy that i got a chance to say goodbye
But i'll jump at the count of four
I'm sorry this is all i can think of, please don't cry "

"Wait !" i said
I just got to get this out of my head
Before you go... i just want you to know
That since we were 12 ive always loved you so

Did you know how it hurts for me to see you cry,
every-time your heart got broken?
Did you know i also want to end my life,
because of this words unspoken?

Did you know how it hurts to see you with another guy
holding hands, passing by?
Did you know that myself i always blame
'cause im too scared to confess, what a shame...

But im the one whose always there for you
Im the one who always stay true
Why do you fall for other guys, but not fall for me?
Will you ever look at me? "

She looked down the ground
My heart started to pound
" I'm sorry " she cried
Tears fell to the ground
Without even a single sound

I walked toward her and i hugged her
So she'll know im still there and i still care
" I know your really tired, but what will i do when you die?
Everyday i'll only cry, so together let us end our life "

As they were falling to the ground
They shared a kiss, the love of their life they found

And up in heaven they will be ...
Together forever he and she ...

Not the best poem you'll ever read
But i tried my best to write it down
so i hope you like it, thanks for reading

~Shienna~ -13-