They say mamas always right

They say mamas always right
She drove me to the 702 to meet you that night
I wasn't supposed to like you I wasn't supposed to care
Telling myself I'll do it for my mom, like a game of truth or dare
I fell for you too hard, I fell too fast
Now telling myself these feelings were never supposed to last
You met me out side, telling my self this is a one time thing
You weren't supposed to be so great, to my heart you weren't supposed to cling
That one month of... I don't know what to even call it
Let's just say my candle you had re-lit
As the fire goes dim, you always seem to re-lite the flame
It's been so long but I still feel the same
It wasn't supposed to be more than once, I wasn't supposed to fall
But some how the first week broke down my wall
It was supposed to be only once, then I was supposed to run
But you were too amazing, we had too much fun
We went to dinner and you ordered a bottle of wine
Crazy thoughts went thru my head that one day you'd be mine
We went bogging up the mountain, in your little red rocket
We had so much fun, I put all my fears and bad thoughts in my pocket
Exchanging words as we took a walk and shot your gun
The best stress reliever, being out side and soaking up the sun
You told me your thoughts on life as the days went by
Words came from your mouth that I thought i'd never hear from a guy
Only if you know the meaning, should you ever get married
Life is always great, if your still above ground, and not buried� 
You told me your goals and life long dreams
Every thing was going great as sometimes it seems
You asked me where iv been all your life
Thinking, to find the right one we go thru our pain and strife
You drew me in deeper with every word you said
It all felt so right when we would cuddle in bed
You told me you weren't scared, but your fears came out
Never admitted, but it seems your scared of taking the same rout
I was never supposed to like you, was never supposed to care
But now thinking of what could have been I cannot bare� 
Seasons have changed and months gone by
You weren't ready, saying sometime down the road again we can try
This is my lady friend, when people asked you who I was
We were 2 peas in a pod, a bee with his buzz
You treated me like I was yours, and u mine
I should have taken that lady friend thing as a sign
But u treated me better than anyone ever has or maybe will
Your not just another guy, u were a breath of fresh air, my happy pill
This is not obsession, maybe it's that 4letter word
It's a little scary, something people have to work toward� 
When I saw u last, you had my necklace in your rearview mirror
When I saw that, it helped me see a little clearer� 
No one has ever treated me so good, you told me one day
Where have you been all my life, on the couch we lay
It wasn't supposed to go that far, it's not supposed to hurt
I'd Rather feel the physical pain of falling on rocks and dirt
We held each other close as that month went by
And it ended so quickly, with that little white lie
What was I supposed to do, I panicked, didn't know what to say
But I felt guilty and admitted it the very next day
You said when you were ready for a relationship, you wanted me
And I said I'd wait, until you were truly ready
We talk at times but not enough
It brightens my day, even if it's just the little stuff
My heart aches, as these days slowly go by
Wondering what if, when, and why
I'm not supposed to feel like this, your not supposed to be in my head
I'm not supposed to be pondering about every word you said
Thinking maybe you have found someone new, someone better
Maybe a girl who could write a sweeter love letter
But for now only god and time can tell
If this heart ache will bring me back to the days that I fell

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