I always like poems with a gud flow..

Maryanne you are so incredible. I mean really incredible. Your talent makes me smile. I wish I could write as deep as you. Beautiful.

Loved every metaphor you used in here. I could copy and paste but its useless because literally every one of them just leaped off the page and stood out to me...

This piece is so sad, as a woman of God I've been done this road. I know this feeling. Of believing in God but afraid to let him down, afraid to receive his love when we need it most. Its so hard to go through that. So hard to backslide....

Keep writing. Keep praying. It will all work out eventually. He'll make you seek Him eventually. You'll have no other choice but to accept Him because sooner or later you'll find out He is all you have in certain cirumstances.

This is so incredibly written darling!! Nominating it! :)