God, were are you?
I don't feel you near.
The pains already here.
There laughs
are my tears.
There smiles
all my fears.
Lord, I ache with bottled up grief.
I wish to let go.
Why must I always be in love,
with someone who shall never show
the same affection for me.
He loves my Best friend,
this pain is overwhelming.
I dare a glance in there direction,
only to bite back the tears.
He's sharing the same smile with her.
we shared moments before.
Expect one thing is different.
There dating.
I'm all alone.
