I feel as though i'm on the edge of a breakdown
Things that used to be so simple suddenly seem really complex
It feels like i've lost control of everything in my life and no matter how strong i try to be it'll all come crashing down
Sometimes i just want to crawl inside myself and stay there forever
But there are also times when i don't want to exist at all
It seems strange to me that all these emotions could be caused by my feelings for one person but this person means so much to me that it hurts
It hurts to know i'll never be closer to him
It hurts to know he feels nothing for me
It hurts to know i'm being unfair to someone i love
And most of all it hurts to see him hurt
I can't seem to let go of this person despite that i love someone else
There's a hidden force that pulls me to him and it absorbs my strength when i\'m around this guy
It's painful to think about him but that's all i seem to do
The image of his smile and his beautiful eyes can linger in my mind forever, his voice echoing through my head
It seems my only release from this prison of heartache and infatuation is to look into the eyes of the one i love
But sometimes not even that helps... is just increases the pain
Somebody once said the hardest thing about this world is living in it and if you can do that you can do anything
Well if that's true why can't i move on?
*this is about how i was caught between loving my boyfriend and having an immense crush on his best friend. it was tearing me apart. oh also, this poem is only in the "slang" category because i had too many errors that i didn't want to change.*
