Keeping this all a secret
is clearly too hard.
Telling you might be even worse,
the pain of it might just leave me scarred.
But when it comes down
to what to say,
I'm at a loss of words, I really don't know.
I've been thinking about it all day,
How to ask you,
how to say it,
it will probably sound stupid,
I have to admit.
I tried so hard not to need you, want you,
but ended up wanting you anyways.
I just don't know what to say
when it comes to these sort of questions, these sort of days,
I hate when it's time to come down
to what I really need to say.
I truly don't even know how to confront you,
I've been trying to get it off my mind all day.
I don't know how to ask,
I don't know how to say it,
but I think I might just love you.
The thought caught me off guard, just a bit.
I didn't want this to happen,
but maybe you could do me some good.
Maybe you'll actually know what we could have together.
I would try really hard, I would,
Trying to keep it a secret
Was way too hard
Telling you is much worse
It might just leave me scarred,
But here I am,
standing in front of you
about to ask a big deal question.
Lets just hope you want me, too.
I wrote this when I was 12, I edited it a bit and changed some of it. Not bad for a 12 year old.
