Love is an ambiguous feeling.
A feeling that can quickly seesaw you from feeling absolutely invincible to completely broken.
And while you're shielded with happiness, the absolute possibility of breaking is concealed.
You don't even think it.
It doesn't even cross your mind.
But then when you're suddenly hit with it,
You're left with unanswered questions.
Hopelessness and despair.
Like nothing in the world makes sense of itself anymore.
Replacement isn't even compatible.
And that feeling.
That god forsaken feeling just eats at you.
All your mind processes is emptiness and you feel alone.
You forget all the important things that existed before you fell so hard.
And then slowly...
Slowly, you start to remember.
And you begin to appreciate.
Appreciate everything and everyone around you.
Things start to look beautiful again.
The sky is bluer, the sun feels warmer, you notice how sublime it is a bird can sing.
And then magically, all that anger and resentment fades away.
Acceptance becomes your best friend.
And from all that, you become a better person.
And although it may have seemed unimaginable then,
You realize how you've become even more lovable and stronger than before.
