Changed Worlds

Well, what can I say.
I hope we are both seeing better days.
But obviously I'm not because I wouldn't be writing this.
I won't forget what i did for love.
I will not forget what I did for you.
What we could of been.
What I would have done.

Now I look back and it all seems so crazy.
Me and you.
Yet sane.
Because to be in love is sane.

Are you happy.
Are you satisfied.
Are you alone.
....I wonder why,..your a great..guy.

Am I happy.
Am I satisfied.
Am I alone.
Yes.

Were you worth it.
Some days, yes.
Some days, no.
You are officially my teacher in pain.

Pain is awful.
You must have gotten your bachelors.
A teacher in it is great.

Well, what can you say.
I hope you will never forget about us.
Not me.
I don't care for that.

Obviously, you are not seeing better days.
You would of told me to leave you alone already
or that you do not love me...anymore.
For me to move on.

You never did.
Now I know that you are sick.
But maybe not so sick to tell me you find pleasure in all this.

Are we happy...
Are we satisfied...
Are we alone..
Yes and surrounded.

Feelings on paper.
Where once, when we could.
We would say it all to eachother.

You changed my world.
Can you say the same for me?

Dedicated To: C.P.
Written: 10/1/12 Fri.