It's ironic how when it comes to poems we can fill pages and pages about how we feel and what we have to say, yet when it comes to actually talking to someone we find ourselves speechless for unknown reasons. we just stand still with nothing to say even if it breaks us down.. beautiful piece and so meaningful! loved it:)

I remember us chatting yesterday and you said you were just lurking in the background...I get what you meant now. You are watching others chat away together and you want to join so badly yet you remain silent for certain reasons.

I hope you are able to open up more and can communicate with your friends and peers you miss dearly soon.