I Still Love Him With My Whole Heart

I STILL LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART

I still love Josh,
I have to admit
I knew it'd hurt
if he ever got bored of me
and walked off,
Leaving me behind
walking away
deserting me as I bleed in need
of only him

But I never imagined
it'd kill me inside this much,
it's so much TORTURE
going through each day
with the same old feeling of distress,

Missing him with your whole heart,
and missing everything,
about who he use to be,
and the boyfriend you fall for,
the relationship you yearn for!

ps: this was too long for a quote, usually I shorten it with turning things like you to u, but I thought time to add another poem, I have lots stored away!