Every time I had this bad feeling that let me down. it was true and real. it always turned up what I felt is true. This feeling has never been "just a feeling". It was like telling me about what to come. it always came around when something really bad was about to happen to me. I was so happy the last few days, so happy it seemed like a fairy tale, a heaven. maybe I reached out too fast, opened to quickly. I have this feeling again. I'm so afraid of losing you, of getting burned again. I've been waiting over two years for you. you tell me not to worry but what can I do if this feeling has never been false/wrong before?
