You asked... if i realy did care........
but! you acted...... as if you realy didn't care.
when you spoke as if you were the only thing that mattered,,,,,,,
and when i begin to confront my own thought's it seemed to make me!! ......only
madder!
so please!
listen!.....yes i'm confused but there's a better part of me and i wonder ....if you've ever noticed it in me.
i can babble and say thing i don't mean... when realy im hidden that i'm scared you'll go your own way.
..understanding that it will only hurt worst if i stay
broken down inside.... knowing im cunfused ....trying not to cry and wondering are we trow. when all the lie's come crashing down i ask my self ....did i do the damege too.
now the star's set my mood!!! when i can't but wonder how could you be so bent .... asking if your realy heartless. feeling like this will never end praying my memories and this love will finaly haunt me less.
and than you come flashing back as i begin to pled......what happend to that old girl that just wouldn't let this be!
question my own judgement..... i begin to wonder if there right..... im nothing to the woman that i should be.
so i fought for my own respect....
you see .....and i found out i have a long way to go ..but ,,,,,trow it all i know i did love you ...more than you could ever of loved me.
so if im confused on how you feel about me !
than let me know.
my heart may be very elegant and fragel..this you may know but if your realy questioning i'f im strong enough to let you go
so i can only say your right god is the only one that realy knows!!!
