11:20pm... The tension is building
11:23pm... The temptation is overwhelming
11:25pm... Just do it
11:26pm... The pocket knife is pulled from the drawer
11:29pm... The mind sinks even lower
11:31pm... Tears begin to flow
11:34pm... The knife is turned over and over being pondered
11:35pm... Last chance, no turning back
11:37pm... The knife is raised and switched open
11:38pm... The knife is pressed to the heart
11:40pm... A flash of thoughts
11:40pm... A sudden surge of pain
11:41pm... The complete silence of death.