Have you ever loved someone
not for their look,
not for their personality,
not for how they make you look like,
nor for how they make you feel,
But just because?
The pain you feel is
unbearable,
unexplainable,
"I'm happy as long as you are"
This is bullshit...
It feels like a very heavy cloud is upon your head
and a very heavy weight on your shoulder
the mind is empty and it actually hurts
your heart feels suffocated
you feel suffocated
you feel like crying
but no single tear has spilled
only you, the silence, the pain and the dim dark stars has remain.
"I became numb, cold, spiritless, powerless. just lost the will to live."
