These feelings....

I am in love
with this guy
he makes me feel
so wonderful.

but i have these unwelcome feelings
when he is not by my side
and these little voices
that tell me what to do.

i am scared
completely terrified
they tell me to
cut
deeply in my arms
they tell me to
scream
out for help
and they tell me when i do
"nobody can help you."

i feel so alone
so i go and rest
as sleep comes
the day is gone like the rest.

the next morning i have school
i cannot wait to arrive at school
when i see him and he holds me close
the voices are in comostose
they are silenced
i think they died
but no when i go home
all alone
they start their hisarics
screaming for me to do all harm
so i go outside in the cold november
no coat and shoes
as i chose
i sit there and wait
my insides going cold
i didnt do what they told.

from a ghost is how this storyr is told.

- just worte this! omg i just made my account, and just started writting.