This blank page is full of memories
ones of me, ones of you
We used to be friends
But I guess we're through
I told them how I felt
The shadows in my room
The helped me,
Pulled me through.
They said they told you,
But you already knew.
Is that so?
Did you not care?
Or were you sad too?
I sit in class,
A thousand miles away.
Or maybe it just seems,
That we're broken forever,
Lost at the seams.
I draw pictures
That remind me of you,
I think in silence,
My thoughts are blue.
They are of death,
They are of you...
What I loved,
What I knew.
I'll swallow this last pill,
And say my prayers.
That in Hell,
I'll be with you.
My words may be outspoken,
But they are true.
Why can't you get it?
I just love you
My wings feel wet,
My tears dry,
My heart says, "No."
Just please don't die.
Without you hear,
I think I'll drown,
In my thoughts,
Upside down.
Nomatter how well written,
Or how profound,
You'll never have my heart,
Containing sound.
It will be silent,
Just like now.
So before I go,
Hear me at once,
Hear my, "I love you."
Hear the sound.
Listen closely,
To that pill dropping,
Into my stomach,
Through my mouth.
Hear my cries, see my dreams,
Watch me die, ignore my screams.
I can just float now,
Through these endless nightmares,
So save me,
Before it bleeds.
