Zodiac Scale

My zodiac sign is Scale,
Even I'm not in balance.
Don't know time of birth?
Didn't know I should remember.

Before I wouldn't believe signs,
I'm still not totally convinced.
They tell me I'm selfish,
I knock women and children down?

Amazing telling from an unknown,
Holding my hand as we are friends.
I'm starring in a crystal bowl,
Don't see anything.

You are a disbeliever,
She says at looks at me.
In a scary hard way,
The earth is shaking under me.

Suddenly I am sweating,
I feel like a sheep swimming.
The water is deep,
Who lured me into this?

I want to run fast,
In the speed of light.
I'm an atheist a non believer,
I want to be myself.

Maybe it true,
I want to jump,
Into the lifeboat,
Never mind children and women.