Dear dad

I sit here staring at the paper
wondering what to write
if i should even put up a fight
dear dad
I am so lost
and my life is what it cost
to sit here and think
that your not worth a thing
so I keep telling myself that
your not worth the tears
but this is what I have feared
that your never going to be there
that you never wanted to
that I was just something to boot
dear dad
tell me that i got it all wrong
that you were just going along
with everything that happen
Please dad
just tell how this could happen...