Why did you have to go

Not a poem but how i am feeling at the moment.

First thanksgiving without you here then it will be your birthday, christmas dont know how ill get through all these firsts without you here.
How could you be taken away from me you where always there for me, you where a second mom to me and now you're gone its not fair for you to b taken away from me in that way for you to be here one day and gone the next why couldnt it be me instead of you.
Its so unfair you got to be here for everybody else getting married or having babyies but you wont be here for me you wont get to see my kids they will never get to meet you, but they will know you i will tell them everyday about there great-grandma ill say them pictures and tell them stories but it wont be the same as you getting to hold them spend time with them.

R.I.P. GRANDMA I LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY
Ruth Marie Howard 12/1/1922-03/19/2012