How could you ever do this to me?

The wind chime's
sweet chime reminds me of you.
Shards fall,
I catch the broken pieces of my heart,
hands bloody and stained red.
The glass shards cut deep,
but not as deep as your 'goodbye'
You said I was ugly,
not worth your time.
You flicked me out of you life
like a bothersome fly.
And now, thanks to you.
I wish to die.
When you left, you killed me inside.
Leaving nothing but the ghost of a broken girl behind.
My tears were the rain, constant and plentiful.
Your smile was devilish, full of cruel pleasure.
I can't laugh
nor sigh.
I no longer 'live.'
My days remain blank and cold.
Just like your stormy gray eyes.
Ever time I sent my eyes on you,
the air gushes from my lungs.
I can't even breath,
the pain is to overwhelming.
Knowing you with 'her,'
kills me more and more everyday.
I spot her on the street
and want to scream and run far away.
How could you ever do this to me?