Sweetest girl

The veins inside me become but dust.
Dead end, the heart machine is broken, shaded with rust.

Your picture lyes inside my mind.
Gone somewhere, ill never find

Empty thoughts lay upon my pillow at night.
Tears they fall as, my eyes roll back, eyelids shut tight.

Like a dark cave, im lost in my dreams.
You come to me, ripping out all my seams.

My heart swells with sadness
Because you have left me behind.
But you seem to find me deep within my mind.

My body in fetal position, nothing but tear after tear.
My heart crumbling like a piece of paper with your name on it my dear.

I walk towards your picture with candles by each side.
The butterflies in my stomach burst from their cage, as tears down my face begin to reside.

Many friends gathered, they felt the same grief as i
No one was ever ready to ever say goodbye.

My fear is that i will forget the way that you sound.
For you are not here on this earths's soil ground.

I will forever keep you close inside of my heart.
Even thought your gone far, and we are apart.

Forever a beautiful angel you will always be.
Now in heaven you reside, spreading your wings, for you are at peace and you are free

* i wrote this poem in memory of my friend, she passd away and i miss her SOO MUCH*