Nobody cares

I don't know what to do. So tired of everything. Wish I could just close my eyes and everything can go away. But it won't. Will you ever forget the past and move on with your live with me or will you always be stuck in the past. I don't know if I can go on like this for a another year. So tired. But still I love you so much. But I see now I will always come second in your live. I want someone who will love me and be afraid to lose me. But I think its not going to be you. Because your still in love with someone else. I will never be the one you truly love. I just wish you could make up your mind who do you want and stop hurting me. Because I need you. But every time I need you the most you walk away. Your never there when I need you to dry my tears, your words to me is get over it. I gave so much to you. I gave my everything to you. Why do I keep doing this to myself. Why cant I just break away. Its just so hard. Because when you love someone so much you can't just walk away. But your the reason for my tears. Your just like all the other people in my live you reject me when I need you the most. Maybe it will be easy for everybody that rejects me if I was not alive. Maybe I should run away. The only one I can trust is myself. Nobody cares if I'm broken inside. I just need to get out of here. I don't care anymore what happens to me.