Hidden Cries

My life is a lie.
I pretend who I am.
I wish i could fly,
fly away from here.

I'm not even close to dead.
No, not even near.
But still something in me is dieing.
And all because of your single threat.

You see me laughing.
You never see me cry.
I still wonder why,
your the one who's making me.

One day you took a picture.
Where i stood there smiling.
but when you looked deep in my eyes.
You saw the sadness and my hidden cries.

I pretend to have,
No emotion of what you say.
No reaction to other peoples pray.
Insensible it would look.

My life will be different,
cold hearted some people might say.
but its my decision to stay that way.
In front of all the people who are hurting me.

I wish I could fly,
to fly away from here,
but i cant
so i continue to cry.