Over, Finally

These words were spoken long ago
I don't want to hear it this time
The images of you and her doing things we did
Cut through my heart like a knife
Whisper me something that'll make me melt
So I can roll my eyes at what you said
Cause I'll never fully listen to you anymore
From this day on, to me, you're dead

I used to think of us as perfect
But now that I've seen the real you inside
I hate myself for letting me fall so deep
And having you blatantly control my life
My tears used to match the raindrops outside
And I'd catch them, feeling completely dismayed
But now that I know that you were lying to me
I can once breathe and be okay...

...for the first time in a long time...
...I can start loving myself....
...we are over, unfortunately, finally...
...and I didn't even need your help...

To see that I've been such a blind fool
And follwing you everywhere you were
Go on, and forget me like I know you will
Cause I've already watched our pictures burn