Prince Charming (Lost his way)

I grew up beliving in Prince Charming, that love would be my cure
Pinning hopes on fairytales, that I'd be captivated by its allure
Only that isn't the case it seems, at least not any more
All of those hopes and dreams became something to abhor
Twisted and tossed my heart into its own special blender
'O, did you never hear my soft whispered surrender?
Love once so elegant, so beautiful, it's now in remission
Never thought for your love I'd end up in competition

Ironic how I used to laugh and frown at all of those lost love cliches
Yet here I sit, eyes closed and weeping in such dismay
For the towers I successfully built around this heart of mine
Are cascading down, and in hurt and tears I'm now confined
Intelligent enough to know that these feelings will pass eventually
Yet still wishing for when we used to work together so sensually
And now I recall why I refuse to give into love and lust
Because doing so, will always require for me to trust