NUMB

I'd just like to be free
Not feel anything
No judgement or jealousy
Or the pain that it brings.

I wish this vessel was just empty
When the world is on my back
I wish my heart was that carefree
When they remind me everything i lack.

I just wish that i had no tears
Or heartache that brought them on
I could look back over the years
And the pain would all be gone.

No regrets, no sorrow
To feel absolutely nothing
I would not dread tomorrow
Or have the fear it's sure to bring

I wish that it was just that easy
To make it all go away
What a relief it would be
To be numb even for just a day.