Trying to focus at the task at hand...
I spend another night.. with a multi night stand
With this bottle and emtpy glass..
The fiddle saws in the background
... music so profound
Lost in the trace of this slow song...
Wishing you would have drug me along..
-Why couldnt you follow through with your promise of forever
Every night a heart on fire
... a calloused liar
Drowned in whiskey
... wonder if you miss me...
Crying my drunken self to sleep
... why... did you leave..
My World on a Collison course
...emptied of all but heartache..
Im drunk again.. somehow make it home
Alone. again..
An empty glass... my last cigarette. .... ran out of all resources at my disposal. .. nothing left but the warm embrace of this alcohol
... its the only thing thats yet to leave...