Theres so many losses we've all have faced
we've all kneeled there and tried to pray
but god keeps saving me
leaving the innocent left to bleed
Where I have woken up everyday
with the same fate
my eyes are ripped open wide
as turn my head to the side
the suns beaming through
as my restless thoughts continue
I think why cant today wait
there's no reason to be awake
days like these I stay away
I hide in my room, I hide my face
Where all my worth is gone
the appealing sounds ring on
where Ive turned myself to drown
and never be found
But god chooses to take away the best
laying their innocence to rest
leaving me begging on my knees
for him to see the unworthy in me
