Sometimes I cry when I'm thinking of you
but i cry the sweetest tears
They sing a melancholy song i wish only you could hear
The love for you that runs so deep is poison on my lips
Even in paradise, i am lonely without you
Sometimes i wish i could forget you and it wouldn't hurt so bad
He is supposed to be my cure, he said he'd heal my broken heart
But looking at him i can't help wishing he was you
Sometimes i rip my wounds open just to watch them bleed
Leaving them vulnerable and exposed for all the world to see
But it's such a soothing lullaby, the pain drowning out all my thoughts of you. I don't do these things to hurt you, if you can't stand the blood then look away.
This is my addiction, I'm sorry i can't stop.
Darling if only you could be here to stop the blood leaking from my wrists.
Please don't worry
At night i sit and stare out my window at the beautiful city of lights
They can bring me no comfort with you so far away.
I cry myself to sleep wishing i wasn't so alone.
So i stay out all night, hook up with other guys, but it's not the same
I want you
And back home he is waiting for me, and i don't miss him at all
Sometimes I start thinking that i should slit my throat and watch my never ending sorrow pour out in the river of red
Sometimes I wish i was an angel so i could grant your wish, break my curse, and find a happy ending
I'm still infatuated with you but still in love with him, i don't want to hurt you
Like a lovesick puppy, i am doomed to be your slave
I will do anything for you
Sometimes i wish i could live up to my name, be everything you want
If only i could take back all my innocence i lost
I want to be your princess bride and you, my fairytale prince
But in the world of heartbreak and loneliness i will forever stay. Having him and wanting you.
Locked up in my tower where we can never be together.
