Even now,
I trust you and care about you very much, because you are really a good guy,
And my sweet friend,
Who taught me to be COWL (cool) whatever the situation was
You've made of truth, I really love that way
You are so dear and tender to me at times
That's why I always try to keep in touch with you
But how can I stand this changes you're doing at times?
I never thought you would disappoint me like this.
You are trying to mess me up now...
Oh then why you tried to hold me close at the beginning?
Why are you behaving like this now?
Did I break your heart or what's wrong?
You might have thought, and have said, I was kind of different
But you loved that way right?
And now, what do you think I am?
I feel like you've got me wrong
Do you think that I do not understand anything?
And all the things on earth are jokes to me?
Or do you think that I'm getting you as a joke?
Never!
I am very deep and my heart's having a very big space for you.
You never knew that my heart has wept in the name of you.
But the fault is at me. I myself made you get the wrong impression on me
Oh how arrogant I was?
Once I blamed you that you were swollen headed
But now I feel I am the one who was so
I laughed at your thoughts and refused them sometimes
As to show you my modesty and vanity
And I still remember the way I lied you
When you asked me "shall we meet?"
I left it out
I was shy and scared
You shouted at me not to lie like that
"...If you don't like to meet me; you should have told me that frankly..."
You seemed so angry
I knew you were hurt very much
And for that; I'm really sorry!!!
