I always feel the loving grace in your poems, but this one showed a greyer side of you. I am saddened of the tone, almost empathically. But I also admire the strength you showed here to reveal such pain and regret.

At first I though the title was referred to the person this poem is relayed to, but when I encountered the draping of quotes and, especially the ending, I realized it was the author who felt like the pest.

I've been remiss and haven't stopped by for some time

Your unique style always catches and captivates me, making me feel....
Superb write
As I scurry off like a cockroach........