You vowed you love me
for eternity.
Fake feelings in your eyes
as you spoke those words.
Now ever reminder burns.
Heartbreak is a hole in your chest
that just keeps getting wider and wider,
till nothings left.
There no longer is a heart in my chest.
I try my best to act normal,
I ain't gonna lie.
But ever try is feeble, as is ever lie.
I'm not okay inside.
He snatched up my heart,
with that charming smile and witty words.
It still hurts.
Slowly tearing my heart apart, small piece by piece.
I truly thought he loved me.
Tossing the shreds into the trash, telling me were now the past.
My heart bled from my eyes, but remained in the trash.
I wasn't even numb with surprise.
Might as well thrown my life down the drain.
Cause that's' what he did in his little 'game.'
There goes the will to trust.
The will to love.
The will to even care.
I'm all drained out,
and of course he doesn't care.
Why should he?
I was just another puppet,
controlled by his movements and mesmerized by his pale blue eyes.
That mistake cost me a great part of life.
I'm know some think I'm pathetic,
I do.
But he was everything I had, my family begin dead.
Now I can no longer hold on to my strand of sanity.
