Dead sleep

Dead sleep
To full consciousness
These feelings are too intense, too much to take

Another thought?
or maybe a memory?
Still unsure what's happening I lay here awake

Patience dwindles
It's all starting again
This time I won't escape I am going to break

Unstable reflections
Like broken mirrors
My mind is distorted everything looks opaque

Slowly falling
Swallowed by the abyss
As i sit here paint my wrists it is too late