Forget Me

If I'm not heard, Can I be seen
Can I speak my thoughts, Speak my dreams

I lie here bitter, twisted, unheard
Hating what I've become
My lips speak selfish murmurings
and my head thinks thoughts much worse

My cold heart and my dead eyes
I didn't start this way
Cant you see I was invisible for too long
I cant go back again

I have blamed you for it all, My flesh and blood
I cannot let it go,
It eats at my sympathy
I fear it killed my soul

Hot salty tears cascade my face
as insanity takes its toll
I cant tell love from reality
I fear I'll have to go

I've made no impact really
on the people that I met
Forgettable... It fits so well
but I am not gone yet