But am I there again

-- I think the above needs a question mark at the end, but I like it without it.

I spell every minute know

-- On this one, I think is known instead of know.

I like this piece, the use of the circle to represent your life every year was creative, I like it.
It seems that you are repeating the same life every year, And November seems to be hell for you, and December sounds like a better month. You are being like the snow, I'm assuming white.. feeling in peace. You are transparent as you feel good, anyone can see you, you have no sins.. per se. Though, it seems that you are vulnerable and Tired, but you like December. And you are trying to make every second count.

The message that I got from this piece, we have bad times but good ones always come and one should make them count.

The snow reflects my mood
I like this line, here you set the mood very well..