I Swear!!!

I want to stay like you
I want my love for you to be dead
I want to show you that I do not care
Oh but why do I fail?
Now I've got to know something
That your desire to know my heart has gone to doom
You don't care me or you don't even try to ask me
"Is it okay if I come to meet you?"
Like those days we were in search of finding each other
When your heart silently asked me, if I loved you
And my reply was always yes, but just like your question
It has always been silent
I know you tried
I'm left to cry alone
While you were staying unshaken beyond my words
You were not melting
You just changed, tell me the reason
Your motions are too fast
I keep on trying to catch you in my arms
I know I am now towards a mirage
But if you wanted me to love you
Why couldn't you ask for it?
You didn't care and you don't
But I did and still do
And you never knew
That you were my hero
Sorry I could not find my word to tell you
So am I too late to try you?
Have you found someone else to live your life with?
That you've given up trying on me unlike the beginning
I thought of letting you go
Though I can never let go
You may not belong with me
If you are made to be my friend forever
Go on and I will never call you back
At least you'll want me when you can never find me someday
You will miss me when I'm gone too far
And from that sickness
You will never be able to get over
I swear!