Living life

Living life feeling ashame
wanting to cry or hurt yourself
but it wont work either way
tired of bieng yourself because you think its lame.

Days go by and your still living life
you try everything to stay alive
from all the bad stuff thats happenning
you dont think that you will survive.

So you keep living life feeling sad
doing things that you know is bad
you keep doing it knowing it makes your dad mad
the only reason why is because you dont give a crap.

It hurts your heart it hurts it bad
but you keep living life in pain
trying really hard to make it go away
then you realize that you cant make it go away.

So you keep living life
still doing bad things
its like putting gas to a
fire so it will continue burning.

So you keep living life
writing poems about life
because life tells the truth
it knows the things that you do
and the feelings that you have
this poem is not just about my past
but whats happenning now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!