I held you and your grip was so tight, u kissed me at the end of the night. i awoke never far from your side, but now i'm just holding the pillow at night. lost and not really ere, i forget about why i'm ere. i lie confused, my mind spins. without you why do i breathe. i see your face when i close my eyes. its scary, because i feel you by my side. i love you yet not in love with my self.
